I'm supposed to have an interview last July 1. But I wasn't able to go 'coz we rushed our mom to the hospital. Hay, after ko siya naman. Gastos. I e-mail them already and told me I need to wait for their call. Or will they call pa ba?

I'm supposed to resign. But since I'm not yet regular, I might postponed it. Again. Andami sinabi ni UM sa akin. Pati ni OM.

I'm supposed to do many things pero I need to wait for another month.

Ang gulo-gulo ko talaga. Daming balak pero andaming dapat i-consider.

Pero so far, okay naman. Though maraming mga bagay na gusto gawin na so far di ko magawa. Time and financial constrain? Hay.

...

Training for two days. Need to learn the new system that we have.
No sale for the last two weeks. Recession.
Movies at home only. Cant get enough of CSI. Bloods.
No dates with hs and ps friends.
No "coloring". sex in the city?
Home,travel,office,travel,home.

LIFE is like a cycle.
Boring.

Rant, Rant and rant!

Grabe, last friday nadala ako sa er ng medcentral. Taas kasi ng bp ko 150/110. 9pm na ako nakauwi kasi need ko pa mag-rest. After shift kasi bigla ako nahilo. Dinala ako sa clinic. Binigyan nila ako catapres. After 30 mins. check uli ng bp 140/100. Mataas pa din. Bumaba na kami and dinala na ako medcentral.

Not Covered.

Sana di na lang kami binigyan ng health card. Di kasi covered yun expenses. Naka Php 710.00 pa ako. Pre-exsisting condition daw kasi. Sabi ko nga di pa naman alam if hypertension, sabi daw nun insurance sa nurse what if hypertension nga? Pota talaga sila! Grabe, at mas nahilo yata ako don.

Di nakasama.

At syempre dahil sa pangyayari madami lakad ang na-cancelled. Stress pa kapatid ko kasi hindi sinagot yun txt ng mga friends ko from PS kaya ang akala mega-dahilan lang ako. Di na muna ako nag-explain kasi wala din ako load that time at pahinga talaga ginawa ko.

Back again.

Eto mejo ok na, pero nahihilo pa din ako from time to time. Last bp ko 130/100. Mataas pa din yun. Need ko padin mag-rest after ko manggaling sa doctor kasi papasok na ako tom.

Sales.

Last friday, bago ako nag-absent, got the career high of 9 sales. Almost 300 pts. ako nun. Kaso may mga ingitera talaga na nagsabi baka purto slam? Di mo talaga maalis na di mag-comment ano? at mga utak talangka talaga. Imbes maging happy sila for you hihilahin ka pababa. Tapusin ko lang ang training bond ko at aalis na din ako dito. Ayoko magtagal kasi mahirap na pag-sishan.

Panget na health card, HR sucks.

Na-hold salary nun officemate ko, kasi absent siya for 3 days dahil nag-ayos ng kasal. At take note ok sa sup ko, pero malaman laman mo, ncns siya! According to her sup pa namin nag-pahold salary at pumayag hr. San ka naman nakakita ng ganun? Worst pa sila sa previous employer ko e. I'm sorry pero kahit may makabasa pa neto, e grabe talaga sila. Supposedly ang hr mediator yan, e ano nangyari.

Tataas lalo bp. Wala ka na nga motivation sa work, wala update sa mga nangyayri (sa stats, latest updates, wala pakialam mga tao sau) panget na healtn card, ang hr, kanya-kanya ang sistema sa floor. Ano pa ba?

Wala talaga perfect na workplace, pero sana naman hindi ganito ka-worst. Tapusin ko lang bond at mag-papa regular lang ako, kung mare-regular ah. Pero pag may nag-power trip, yun na yun. Scary lang kasi nice yun sup ko sa akin e. E malay ko ba pag talikod ko ano ang sinasabi niya diba?

Kahit malaman pa niya. Nakakatakot kasi. Kaya a month from now resume uli ang aatupagin ko. buti tue-wed ang off ko.

Not sure..pero may hypertension na ata ako. I was advised to monitor my bp for two weeks and after that evaluation to see if i have to do a med. maintenance. I'm only 25, pero ganito mangyayari. Kaya ngayon palang, people out there maging health concious na kayo. We can never tell. Bad thing pa, nasa family na namin ang ganitong sakit. So dapat maging health concious na talaga. Esp. me.

Talking about health, I'm sure nabanggit ko na si Kevin sa blog ko. Isa siya sa naging trainor ko dito sa present work ko. Siya yun crush ko. You know what happend to him? He's paralyzed already. Kamay na lang naigagalaw nya. He can't speak, he can still recognize and write. We went yesterday sa Medical City. Nasa Acute/Stroke unit siya. Nakakalungkot kasi Nakita namin siyang malakas. Tapos, before pa siyang na-ospital nakita at nakausap pa namin siya. Biniro at tinukso pa nila ako sa kanya. He even went back and said "hi aileen". And di namin alam na last na pala na makikita namin siyang malakas.

Kevin is a very nice person. He's very professional, matalino and a real gentleman. Imagine sa lahat ng natukso sa akin siya lang yun di nailang. I remember graduation namin yun and they asked me what I can say about him, at bakit ko siya crush, sabi ko i'll say it in tagalog so that he will not understand (two years pa lang siya dito sa Pilipinas, pero filipino siya) sabi ko natutuwa ako sa kanya. At namula siya at tumayo! Siya pa yun hiyang-hiya. And he's so cool about it. He's sweet to me at walang ilang factor. Yun ang sobrang nagustuhan ko sa kanya.

Minsan iisipin mo bakit kailangan mangyari iyon sa mga mababait na tao? I'm praying na sana gumaling siya. Na sana magkaroon ng miracle. He got JB syndrome. At sabi nila iilan tao lang sa buong mundo ang nakaransa nito. Ang sabi nila may bacteria na umaatake sa brain. Doctor's @ Med City up to now, at kahit ang siyensya di alm kung saan nagmula o ano ang gamot para dito. We even try to google it and searh sa yahoo and wikipedia, we can't find anything.

Guys, if you know anything about jb syndrome, please leave a comment. And I'm asking for prayers para kay kevin.   

"It is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it were the only one we had."  -- Elizabeth Kubler-Ross

Confirmed na talaga aalis ang aking mga friends sa ps. Wala ako gustong sabihin kasi it's their decision and I believe na gagawin nila yun for their own growth. Mahirap talaga kasi nakasanayan mo na and ang mahirap iwan ay yun mga tao na andun. Pero minsan may mga bagay na dapat gawin kahit ayaw mo. Good luck guys kasi alam ko may mga challenges sila kinahaharap ngayon pero I know malalampas nyo yan. Let's meet na lang and talk about it.

Sa akin naman, Mag-one week na ko sa floor. So far okay naman sales, konti na lang maabot ko na yun goal na 23.70%. Ngayon nasa 18.77% na ako. Di pa counted yun sale ko kanina. Everything is good, but I need to work pa with may csat. Sorry naman kasi di ko nababaan interest nun cm, kaya ayun.. Di siya happy. E kasi naman ang laki ng balance nya $30K, di ko talaga mabababaan..

Love life, eto single pa din. Diba nabanggit ko yun trainor ko before? Well, cute naman siya.. got tattoos.. pero ayun may gf e.. hehehe!

Ang isa naman.. Naku I bit complicated! hahaaha!

Hay!

Boring ng buhay ko.. Puro sales ang asa isip.. Mga friends ko dito mahilig mag videoke! Wala mahilig mag-party! Waah!

Grabe!

Sobrang tagal ko na pala di nakakapag-update. Paano no time to go online.. Meron naman kaso sa office la kami access e! Hahaha, bawal kasi para sa acct. namen..

Ayun tapos na training ko. So 2mos training. 2weeks cct and the rest is pst. Naka-dalawa ako certificate, one is xmpre dahil sa natapos ko ang training at... drum rolls! a top performer cert. for gettin the highest quiz average for wave 34! Saya diba.. at masaya kasi si kev (trainer ) ang nagbigay ng cert.. Lande!

All in all naka 4 sales ako sa training. Bale for the whole time naka 120% ako, na ang goal is 90% lang! So sobra-sobra pa sa expected. Kahit 4 sales lang yun matataas points kasi balance transfer lahat. Pag-BT kasi buhay ka talaga.

Like what happend kanina, 1st day sa floor. Naka 2 BT, w/c is $11,000 balance transfer ako so 75 points and first ever CP 1 (credit protector) for 65 points! e dapat maka 100 points lang, quota agad.. At ako highest for this day..

Masaya lang kasi, nakikita mo na nag-iimprove ka, and nagagawa mo yun work mo..

Bad thing is.. wala na ako alam sa ngayon. Di ko na nakikita mga frends ko sa PS. Super busy talaga.. At bukod sa kanila pati mga HS frends ko..

Bawi na lang ako guys.

Hmm.. yun kwento ko bout sa love life, next post na lang..

(yun trainer lang namen yun..si kevin nga..hehe.. wala lang..crush lang! )

Guys, you won't beleive it, but I made my first sale today!

It is a $20,000 balance transfer. And for that sale alone, I've earned 135 points and I reached my quota already.  (quota is 100 points).

It was good. Because with ps, my sales sucks. I was gettin 3 % average per month. And I'm really not good with it.

And now, it is a big money!

Here's what happend.

CM ask for the balance. Asked if he can use the credit card for purchase and I said yes. Asked for the APR w/c is currently at 17.99%. Said it was too high, w/c is really high because normally cm will have 8% apr as minimum. and I offered bt for 0.0% interest!  Imagine that and I'm really surprised he did 20k dollars.

But I told my trainor something happend in between. 

It's another story.  

But if i'm goin to continue that, it means money.

I wanna talk mushy things this time.

After that mess, I'm not sure if I can find another one.

I always do but after a couple of days, I'll find something wrong and i'll back off.

Someone found a way that leads to my direction.

But it is so wrong and I know that it will not work out. Not for me.

And here comes you. Trying to be good.

And I don't know more anything other than "it's you"

I tried not to fall. I tried so hard.

But it seems that I'm going to loose this one.

Another story for that, I guess.